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suicide mission

down with fever this whole week ... sch ... home .. panadol .. sleep ... sch home panadol sleep ... its a vicious cycle .. furthermore this being an exam week ... god loves me ... thursday was more .. how shd i say ... a ... further display of side effects of rapid medication ... thursday morning .. woke up .. fever again .. took 2 tablets b4 goin to sch .. then after paper in the aftnoon .. still feverish ... went home took another 2 pills and slept .. then woke up .. 2 hrs later .. FORGETTING i oredi took 2 pills earlier ... took another 2 pills making total:6 pills ... evening .. after dinner ...took another 2 tablets b4 goin to slp ... den ard 2 am woken up by god knows what ... FORGOT TT I OREDI TOOK 2 PILLS TOOK ANOTHER ONE CAUSE I TOT I TOOK JUST ONE B4 I SLEPT ... after taking the pill .. turned the wrapping round in my fingers .. read something interesting .... MAXIMUM 8 TABLETS TO BE TAKEN IN A DAY, FURTHER DOSAGE ONLY DUE TO RECOMMENDATION BY PHYSICIAN .... AND MY MIND SUDDENLY ADDED THREE MORE WORD TO IT TO SUM UP MY BEWILDERMENT AT THE MATTER .... MAXIMUM 8 TABLETS TO BE TAKEN IN A DAY, FURTHER DOSAGE ONLY DUE TO RECOMMENDATION BY PHYSICIAN, PARKIST YOU DICKHEAD. and suddenly i remembered i took 9 tablets ... oh yah .... 8 tablets in a day doesnt mean as long as its monday u can gulp down 8 tablets just like tt .. 8 TABLETS OVER A PERIOD OF 24 HRS .. how did i break the record? 9 TABLETS IN 12 HRS ... I AM ON A SUICIDE MISSION .. YOU GO FAIZ .. YOU STUPID DICKHEAD ...

Mats and Minah convention: live display of studpidity

was at the study centre this evening. while i was doin my fuckin amaths. two fucked up walk like they had just been freshly analed minahs came into the centre giggling2. then entered the toilet together attracting a few 'i understand why' stares frm the rest of the ppl in the centre. they cld have gone out but NOOO they had to stare at me cos im the only MALAY guy in there(im so ashamed but then being munjen or indian wld still be the same so shrugs). the following conversation has been translated from its retarded usage of the malay language.

minah:alahai(disgusting manner of exp. used by officials of regional minah convention)study here for wad go sch ah if like to study so much ...

me:if schs are open on sats guys like me wldnt have to see shits like u today

minah: wah fierce ... stab(another manner of exp. used by minah-ed retards) fierce only .... face like fuck wan to stab big ...

me:its not tt i wanna act big but its tt u sundals are really small brain small everitin small even ur supposed to be there but not there oso small

minah: wadever ahh ... (stares and eye rolls .. opens mouth to start argument)

guy next to me: can u get please go somwhere else

minah:wah this guy one more stupid extra

whole room: eh jibai! fuck off la nabei study centre make so much noise (in the distant corner 'yala bloody hell lack of anal treatment isit?')

and off the minahs went stomping like retards at theirown stupidity

debate update: we gt thru

had a malay debate comp ydae ... was pretty okay .. i din cock up it was amazin ... since i broke down the day b4 cos i din know wad to sae ... so our next opp. is sji .. strong team .. shrugs ... we'll see how it goes ....nyahhh .. soo .. bday comin in ... 4 days ... hahahaha .... but my bday's always the same ....nothing happens .. seriously nothin .. hahaha .. i was brought up in a manner dat ... to my family .. bday's are nth ... just another day ... woohooo ...so 7 april's gonna be just .. another day ... haha .. orite tts all mates .. ciao ..

fuckup

today was sports day heats .. 400m .. i came out last .. i dunno how it turned out this way ... my ankle snapped at the 4th bend ..as soon as i felt the joint pressured .. i knew it was over .. but i was looking back .. there was something i did wrong besides my ankle shittin on me ...even if the ankle hadnt snapped i wld have gotten 4th or 5th .. there was no way i cld get in the top 3 ... there was sumthin i did wrong ... pacing or whathefuck ... wadever it is .. i think the injury's gonna stop me frm taking part in any other event ... im too scared that it will snap again (like today when i thought everything was okay) ... nyahh .. wads done is done .. to the other participants .. congrats ... oh yah forgot to add .. to the other fucked up sec 3s whu to the motherfucking shit cant even run yet still wanna talk so much ... u noe where to find me .. i can take u shits down anytime .. i need only half my balls fer the job .. no use wasting both u fucking retards ....

extremo stupido

hols are over .. still haven really finished my work ... but i feel more peace this start of the holidays .... solo pk has been doin wonders fer me ... feels gd ... shuffling feets, switching arms, broken air, midflight sensation .. its all gd ... things in my life been changin ... so have others ... happy that some of my acquaintances are beginning to find solace in some things .. fer me ... solace .. is pk and my pen ....

ydae

ydae seemed alright .. until ... i went to play daidi at the back of lot 1 .. hahaha ... something happened .. shall not say what .... then after that went to training .... somehow ... the training felt better .. guess its gd to know certain steps like second nature .. cos u dun feel stressed ... aniwae .. homework's not done .. im shitting my pants .. o lvl this yr ... discipline u fucking dickhead ...

layout update

well my first honest to god start frm scratch layout ... exccept fer the backgrd .. propery of angela .. i think i somehow feel satisfied but not that satisfied yet ... well whatever .. yeah added a new section .. ink frm my fingers .. goin to have to ask asyraf for that 'right click disabler code' .... so till then enjoy